i wish for overcast skies and rainy days.
i favor kissing in the rain.
maybe you just werent crazy enough for me.
and maybe you realized i was more than you bargained for.
you realized you couldnt change me. -no matter how hard you tried.
and now i look at the heart on my wrist and realize.
realize this is what ive been running from.
ive been running from things i cant change. -things i cant undo.
and i just did another one. -another scar thatll sink into me.
another scar thatll slide its way down to eventually stop my breathing and still my heart beats.
but im addicted to feeling like this.
even when i dont want to.
and now for a hopeless romantic based confession from the depths of my heart.
hes so gorgeous. this is Irresistibility in the flesh.
his soft medium brown punk boy bandish looking hair takes my breath away.
with the patch of blonde coming out of the right side of his hair and the chunk of black all across the front blended in with the natural medium brown this boy is so perfect in an unreal sense.
he says the secert is what he doesnt do.
i could try it but id never be able to pull it off.
if i was a boy i would literally thrive for death to be him.
the beaded friendship bracelet that looks as though its owned his wrist since he was born, makes my heart throb.
he means so much to someone.
i sometimes spend my daydreaming dazes wishing i was her.
i wish i was the green and silver clip clipped on a belt loop on the left side of his dark blue denim jeans with the wripped and torn holes and the faded spots.
and those black shoes he always wears with the 3 white stripes on both sides are incredible in the way he loyaly wears the word MOSH on the top white stripe on his left shoe as if it was all his heart beats for.
he's so irresistible.
i could start a riot across the nation over this boy.
its now been confessed.
andshellsurvivebecauseof:theheartonherwristandthewordsinherhead.
