my dreams are becoming my enemies. -but that’s only when I dream of you.
nightmares are welcome as long as youre not in them.
and now its getting harder and harder to look myself in the eyes.
“So tell me what you want,
cause I would give you anything,
tell me what you need and ill go get it,
id give up all these dreams to have you in my arms right now,
I’d give up everything and id forget it.”
my emotions are all used up thanks to him, i cried hard over him more than twice and now nothing seems even in the slight bit worth as much to get upset about. nothing can top all the crap he put me through.
i guess i dont need anyone.
i have two hands to cradle my face as i cry when i need to and that’s all I need.
you can keep your fake shoulder to cry on, because it leads to nowhere i want to be.
things arent always as they seem. the thing is though that at the moment i seem just fine and at the moment how things seem are how they are. im really ok.
i wish for leprosy so i can infect you and we can have an island of our own.
dont worry i just want to get you alone.
ill show you what its like to be me.
you know your eyes antagonize me.
wipemefromyourmemoriesyouknowyourheartcantforgetme.
