you said "kiss me back to sleep".
and to myself i said "i will".
i read your words like gospel.
if only i could speak when youre in front of me.
when i meet you in a dream.
i cant say a word.
i open my mouth to speak.
but my words drift away from me.
my fear is that youll see right through me.
id give anything for a single kiss from you.
and its the songs that blare through my headphones.
in places which dont permit it.
those songs wrote my moods.
wrote my emotions.
scraped my scars.
stitched my stithces.
i only wish you could just read what i write.
and feel the same way i feel when i read what you write.
we're gonna meet this year.
ive been dreaming it.
i can feel it.
maybe sooner than i think.
maybe sooner than you think.
i await the moment when i can look upon the four of you.
when i can say this is the best moment of my life.
when i can open my mouth to tell you i love you [and nothing will come out].
im counting down minutes i dont know.
days i can only wish to count down.
maybe im even counting down time i dont have.
you tell me.
am i wasting first stars [every night]?
yourprincessofbrokenhearts.
