Thursday, December 14, 2006

"slept through the weekend, and dreamed"

i love it when everything goes okay.
it makes me feel good.
like all the bad things have reset themselves and rewinded back to the way things were before they ever happened.

i like the way our christmas tree looks like floating stars in our darkened living room when i slant my eyes to slits and blurr them.
like a thunderstorm in december.
the calm before the storm is so real.
no leaves falling like fake friends.

i love the feeling of a rush before a concert.
the screaming and lack of room to move/lack of air to breathe.
the excitement is overwhelming.
and when the band you love walks on stage.
nothing can top that feeling.
that moment.

another countdown [wouldve] began.
fall out boy - january 11, 2007 - ohio. [sold out]
thats true love.
so much dedication that you cant breathe when youre told you can go.
that you dream of seeing them everynight until the night your dreams become reality.
to see the same dedication for you as you have for them in their faces.
as they drip sweat for every mile you drove and every minute you spent standing in line to see them.
thats true love.
love of making others feel okay.
when they think nothing can.
thats what people lack today.

whats "fall out boy"?
they are the medicine for your ears.
the medicine for broken hearts.
the medicine for lonliness.
the medicine for not being understood.
the medicine for feeling left out.
they are the last thing you think of before you go to sleep.
and the first thing you think of when you wake up.
they are the door you run through and the security you dodge just to get a glimpse of your favorite band before or after a show.
they are the first person you held hands with.
they are your first kiss.
your first love.
they are the same as anyone else.
just better.


yourprincessofbrokenhearts.
theirprincessofriots. [for GC]