Tuesday, October 24, 2006

stars used to fall for us.

watch closely.
this is how a heart breaks.
-over and over and over again.

i saw him hold her hand at lunch today.
it shot sharp pains through my body.
and i felt tears of hurt from my heart through closed eyes and head in hands.

i never tried to be someone i wasnt.
maybe that was the problem.
i was more than you bargained for. -wasnt i?
i was your challenge.
i was your shot at changing something that no one thought could change.

did you feel shame when you let yourself down?
did you feel shame when you let me down?

i wish i was numb to the way you make me feel.
yet, if there was something as simple as a pill to take to forget you and everything we had..
i dont think i would take it.

maybe its because im addicted to feeling this way.
maybe its just because i dont want to let you go.



yourprincessofbrokenhearts.
theirprincessofriots. {for GC}