you cut your hair.
i noticed.
remember when i would run my fingers through your hair repeatedly as we kissed?
shell never know how much you meant to me. -and im starting to believe neither will you.
shell never love you like i d(id)(o).
remember when people would say how cute we were together as we would hold hands?
and remember when i was best friends with your sister and i would spend the night at your house and sleep in your bed when you werent there?
i love(d) the smell of you on your pillow.
and do you remember all those times we laughed so hard we cried and the times we cuddled and you held me till i was asleep in your arms?
my favorite sound (wa)(i)s the beating of your heart.
remember when wed make out and 3 days later wed both have strep throat?
remember it happened twice?
and remember when we fell off your couch kissing in your basement?
and when we'd talk for endless hours on the phone and end with the sweetest words we knew?
and do you remember how we would say "i love you" to each other?
as if it would always be that way. -forever.
i do.
and ill never forget.
im drowning in these memories.
and theres nothing anyone can do to save me from my own torture.
its me vs. myself and im locked in a box i call my world and i have no key to get out.
and deep down you know shes not right for you.
im as close to 'your type' as youll ever find.
you said i was everything you wanted.
and i wont say it was a lie.
because till this day i still believe.
yourprincessofbrokenhearts.