just put a fresh new coat of black polish on my nails.
i wont shower for a week.
if i get a hug from benji or joel tomorrow.
i think ill claim myself as an insomniac for tonight.
i wont sleep a wink.
tomorrows the day ive been waiting for.
i remember when i was counting down and had 35 days to go.
tomorrows the day i will have the best time ever and show myself that if i want something bad enough and take some risks i can have it.
i will take risks tomorrow.
i pray to have the reason i wont shower for a week.
i pray to have pictures ive only dreamt of getting.
i pray that i will stand a foot or less away from one of them and be able to connect our eyes.
pray for me too.
my faiths been wearing thin.
i need this.
cant sleep. cant sleep. wont sleep. wont sleep.
yourprincessofbrokenhearts. by night